Everything you want is on the other side of fear!
November 2016... Have I figured out my purpose? Five years ago I was faced with the biggest challenge of my life. Fear took over the once confident Cynthia. It paralyzed me and because of that I was unable to fully engage in a constructive environment and instead became self destructive.
Inside I was fighting because I knew what I wanted. I was not going to find myself on my death bed when my time comes and regret that I allowed adversity to take over my life. Look, things are going to happen to us. People are going to disappoint us, but we must harnesh our will and let it go. It has taken me years to accept it.
Ordinary? Not in my vocabulary. Once I decided to look at fear in the eyes, opportunity was waiting. at 42 years old I began a new career in Corrections, took on Powerlifting, became part of the Special Operations Response Team, tried my hand a Body Building and today I am preparing to compete in my first Jujitsu Tournament at 47 years old. I have seen success, however, I would have to tell my readers that I am not quite sure how the hell I accomplished what I did due to my weak minded thoughts. There were individuals who were instrumental in my success and who believed in me. Today, I have been massively controlling about what I allow into my headspace. Here is where I have figured out my purpose. My journey is important. Sharing my story, my passions, my fears, and my darkest moments are instrumental in forming who I am and I hope that I can inspire one man or woman in their personal journeys.
This blog will give you the tools you need to challenge yourself as a human being. You will fail. You will suck at something, but at what degree will you work in order to achieve your goals. You have to make a declaration and fuck the rest. You only have one opportunity to leave your legacy.
Dreams are for dreamers and most people arn't thriving because of the sheer fear of failure. Most of you are just coping, your not thriving. When you figure out who you are and you cut the bullshit out of your life and move towards your goals, that is when you will see positive change. Are you willing to cut certain people out of your life that don't contribute to your purpose?
It is my hope that this blog will bring substance to how you use your thinking process in achieving your purpose in life. My successes have fueled my ambition and I am excited to see what lies ahead.
Inside I was fighting because I knew what I wanted. I was not going to find myself on my death bed when my time comes and regret that I allowed adversity to take over my life. Look, things are going to happen to us. People are going to disappoint us, but we must harnesh our will and let it go. It has taken me years to accept it.
Ordinary? Not in my vocabulary. Once I decided to look at fear in the eyes, opportunity was waiting. at 42 years old I began a new career in Corrections, took on Powerlifting, became part of the Special Operations Response Team, tried my hand a Body Building and today I am preparing to compete in my first Jujitsu Tournament at 47 years old. I have seen success, however, I would have to tell my readers that I am not quite sure how the hell I accomplished what I did due to my weak minded thoughts. There were individuals who were instrumental in my success and who believed in me. Today, I have been massively controlling about what I allow into my headspace. Here is where I have figured out my purpose. My journey is important. Sharing my story, my passions, my fears, and my darkest moments are instrumental in forming who I am and I hope that I can inspire one man or woman in their personal journeys.
This blog will give you the tools you need to challenge yourself as a human being. You will fail. You will suck at something, but at what degree will you work in order to achieve your goals. You have to make a declaration and fuck the rest. You only have one opportunity to leave your legacy.
Dreams are for dreamers and most people arn't thriving because of the sheer fear of failure. Most of you are just coping, your not thriving. When you figure out who you are and you cut the bullshit out of your life and move towards your goals, that is when you will see positive change. Are you willing to cut certain people out of your life that don't contribute to your purpose?
It is my hope that this blog will bring substance to how you use your thinking process in achieving your purpose in life. My successes have fueled my ambition and I am excited to see what lies ahead.
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